College DropOut

What does it mean when you don't know?
What does it mean when you've gone too far?
What does it mean when I'm the only one unsure of my future?

I want to be free
Not bound to the rules of society and grounded by the norm of my religion
I want a relationship with the most high God
I want to live in a hut in Mumbai
I want to see the world and what other countries have to offer

It doesn't matter to me if I have money
But it's what I grew up with so it's what I'm used to
Education isn't as important to me as happiness
But a status to prove to the educated hypocrites I call parents I am educated is much wanted
Is much needed
To show them I can do it
To show them I can make it
To show them I have the potential to become something with a degree and do something with my life and shape it
To show them I'm not nothing
But something
But someone
Someone who has the ability to change the world

It's hard on your own when you've lived so dependently
It's hard learning the ropes when you don't have someone there to make you see
The difference between them and me
Me is I and I is a dreamer
Them is far off in a world with no second feature

Understand?
Nobody can

This is the world in which I live
Nobody to hug
Everyone to forgive
One day I'll be happy though
One day they'll see it clearly
I'm not a one minded person
It's my life and I'll live it
However the fuck I want