Comparative: Irascibility Is Romance

The anger and longing to find what the epitome is in your life for this world is what romance should be. You wouldn't be feeling distress or any other emotions if you didn't care about your purpose. Striving to be the best that you can be, failing and never giving up is true hope and inspiration. I've experienced eight heartbreaks, never been on a date, and my first kiss was taken by my friend (who of course was my eighth tragedy).

One would think after peering at my love life, "She's been through hell! She's been through the shit fires of love and its never ending indigenous trials!" But is it natural for someone to experience so much pain and not an ounce of joy? Depends on where you find those moments of joy and serendipities. Many people resort to thinking the love of another being is why we're here and comfort is what this human race lives off of. It is a primitive fact, yes, but is it the only way we can experience love? No.

To be in a true romance with yourself is to be determined to make your life the best it can be. In the end, we're only in this thing for ourselves. If you love yourself unconditionally enough, you can pursue any dream you deem worthy of existing. My dreams are to find love, but more importantly, to find love within myself before another man is allowed to take over. Wherever I find that love, whether it be in experiences or humans, it shall be my epitome.